now

looks like i forgot
looks like i dont remember
i refuse to let it in
and run after the forgotton
maybe its time to remind myself
that word ... one day will be spoken again.

whisper

I sit at my window
the rain taps that familar sound
the wind is whispering at me again
can you hear it...
hear the truth
the forgotten words
the missed expressions
the life goes on
day by day
i can still feel you on the wind

another.

I can write what i really want here
because you'll never read it
I can say what i really mean here
because you'll never see it
you told me once you're scared what you'll find
see something that resembled him
now you're scared of seeing what resembles you.
why do i carry this on?
why do i still let it hurt?
im sick of the meaningless
and right now im sick of you
goodnight to the weeping
goodnight to the strong
I saw you from a far
I truely wish i was wrong
the strenght is wasted on you.

yes

last night i felt the warmth
today is oh so cold
and the pattern continues
who's left standing?

i see

your eyes could melt the coldest heart
they did
your smile has the warmth of the days you forgot
...
here i stand
never able to see the light of day
or the mirror of yesterday
stumbling from yesterday to tomorrow
can you see it yet?
the regret smeared across your face
its not mine to have
i regret not , as i did everything in my power
and there you stand.

today

Can't you just admit it?
tell me the truth and stop the pain
So long i hate the taste of the memory
honesty is a lost cause ... you missed the start
you missed the point
forget me not as i am not the lost one
not snymore
remember the day,
oh yea it didnt matter to you
let me go!
just let me go!