new light

forever without the insight
tomorrow without the day light
you asked, I said
but what now?
neither of us are any better off
no closer to contentment
just sitting wih the pain of loss
closure looks so simple though
its the cavern underneath ...

more lies for your ego

that person that doesnt get that their the issue and your just the subjet
the pain that dwells for no reason at all
the love lost and found
you don't see it yet do you?

the life i have written for myself is unlike the one for you
you won't bring me down in your misery
even though your happiness may hurt ...
i'd rather that than your pain fester and puss on me
you pathetic waste of percious human life

the pain youve caused is nothing to the bad taste you leave on earth, for the rest of us to deal with.

never again

don't you see that i miss you
are you that blind?
or do you chose to look the other way
what is gone has floated to a past memory
what is to come of the lies youve feed me for years
did you think i'd always stand and take it???

JUST FOR YOU

just so you know
its you missing out
is you that oesnt see the beauty in the sunset
and yet wonders what may come

blamed for the past disclosures
deafted by your mistakes and broken promises
what i have to offer has not even been brought to the surface
and your yet to break evn let alone my skin

i love the way your eyes are oceans of disasters
and your drowning me in the lost momentum
when you finally bring your head to the surface ...
ill be long gone and dancing on the grave of your mistakes

the song in my heart

Tortured souls
broken strings
worn out wishes
and trod on dreams

the this is how you see fit
forgetting what is lost
remembering what you use to love
forgeting what it cost

a faiytale is oh so simple
the nightmare is reality
if wishes do come true
you must understand... i hope they dont come to you!

broken words

The watermarks of trepidation
The stress lines of the forgotten
She carry’s the burden of their mistakes
Consequences of their actions that will cloud her existence

And yet she is a better life form than they could have ever expected
She has more depth and mystery than they could ever expect

There’s a reason the ones around her adore her...
The graduate she will never except but show her devotion all the same

whats way to come

holding onto the fairytale for only so long
missing the point completely

the anticipation of what may come
My heartbeat reacts to you touch
the smell of you sends shivers down my spine
and yet a dread...
the moment i open my eyes to see your not there

i glow at the sight of you
and yet the understanding of the situation is nothing more than a battle of minds
forgetting that the other opinions count not on what we believe
ill be there when the rain falls ...
even if the sun has set on what may come

dead girls dreams

How long can she hide behind the mirror
escaping through the past exsit
holding onto a dead girls dreams
she would desire this word but despis who she became ...

'I will always be a little bit lost'
Is not a moto to live by,
but another excuse to hide behind
another lie as part of her disguise

the lie stops only when you stop acting the part
the mystery ends only when the case is closed
the dream drifts whn reality seaps in
being this forgotten should be a crime