Monday, 27 September 2010

today

i cant pretend anymore
the life once worshiped
and i still hide behind you
you broke the once strong
you lost the forsaken son
'NEVER AGAIN' she screams
lost in the moment
lust over love
its easier that way
and it goes on ...

Monday, 20 September 2010

lust filled lonilness


touch the love struck streets with your lust filled hand
hold your breathe a little longer so she can catch up
she maybe a few steps forward in ways but not others
then she finds your lips again your mind goes racing
shes like nothing you've ever tasted before
ignite the life
invite the soul
the night of pleasure continues ...

nightmare called truth


Walking around this nightmare
holding onto our dreams
wishing you wouldnt let go
praying youll hold me again
the taste so sweet
the way our lips meet
im always not enough
what i want is never good enough
your heart is sweetier
memories so broken
its over now
yet again so close but yet so far

Sunday, 19 September 2010

...

We walk into a new relationship
Trampling all over the old
Sleeping on someone else’s ghost
Trodden on someone else memories
You may forget they have a past
And fall deeper than you hopped
But don’t you worry the past will always raise it’s evil head
It will always hold someone else hand
You may focus on me leaving, there being the only thing keeping us apart
But there is always the past, haunting us and destroying the future
I can’t stop falling for you
My heart is no longer in the leaving
I don’t care for much anymore
My heart is pounding just writing this
Guess what it was you I was running from in the first place
Because you’re who I can be with
Please just hold my hand
I want you
But I believe I broke that
It’s gone now
just hold my hand

Saturday, 4 September 2010

.

So turns out i can't let myself be happy
...
fabulous

truth

your eyes melt the bad memories
but the longer i stay the harder it will be
your touch
the tenderest yet holding me in the state of mind that isnt right for today
i think of the past
due to me being scared of what tomorrow brings holding your hand
i don't think i miss him
i miss knowing , know how he could hurt me
knowning that the pain was easy to deal with
my walls back up sweetheart
those tears reminded me of him
not in a way i ever want to think of him
your perfect
but shes here now
my time to leave
goodbye <3